Speaking of the Pilgrim’s Progress, I have been finding myself tempted to despair these past couple of weeks. I have to be very careful about that because of my chronic struggle with depression. Ian has been sick and not sleeping and my husband, who typically works 80 hours a week, has been studying for a promotion in his free time. And there have been the temper outbursts of Ethan’s to contend with. I’m now sick as well. There are two ways that the evil one tempts me off the path of righteousness and that is lack of sleep and lack of time to myself. But God is good and has kept me drawn to His word, has provided me with accountability partners to keep me in check, and has used the writings of godly people to remind me of God’s promises.
“Lord, help!” they cried in their trouble, and he saved them from their distress. He led them from the darkness and deepest gloom; he snapped their chains. Let them praise the Lord for his great love and for the wonderful things he has done for them.”
Psalm 107:12-15
Praying for you. Keep fighting.